
There are venomous snakes in this box. You think it’s chocolates and that I’m sorry, but I’m not and it’s snakes.
I have been going through some cards, letters and postcards from my life up until now. My old room is getting ripped out and replaced with something new, to cater to my parents’ obsession with decorating and modernising their house, so all these forgotten bits and pieces have been coming to light for the first time in 10, 15, in some cases 20, years. What can I say? I’m a magpie.
And there’s this stash of old post, which has given me a new perspective on my upbringing. Because I was relatively late to become aware of psychopathy and specifically that it pertained to who I am (this I discovered at the age of 18; I’m now 25), I have been under the impression that other people in my life were similarly clueless about my nature. Not so.
There’s the card in the picture, sent to me one Christmas by a school friend, who wrote that it “reminded me of you… happy Xmas, you weirdo.” There’s another card, sent by family friends, with reference to an atlas they bought me: “You always said you wanted to take over the world. Let this inspire you.” Rereading that today reminded me that, yes, I was a megalomaniacal motormouth at one stage of my childhood, and had evidently revealed some or all of my plans to this family – rookie Bond villain mistake. And that is why I will never get the chance to be tried for war crimes in The Hague.
Then there was this bizarre Wallace and Gromit birthday card, sent to my grandad from all of my family, which read inside, in my mother’s spiky handwriting: “Happy birthday, Dad. This card was chosen by Jamie on the understanding that you’ll post it back to him.” It was dated 1997; I was three. Little control freak.
Sure, so there’s no smoking gun. No “Ohhh my God, my baby’s a psycho, what do I dooo?” letter. But there’s knowledge – and acceptance – of my personality. I’m lucky to have parents who have never tried to deny who I am, and who have supported me from the start. It just goes to show that sometimes close friends and family know you better than you do yourself.

In the same pile, I also came across a postcard from Montenegro, sent in 2008 by me… to me. It was postmarked and everything, sent par avion across Europe from the tiny Balkan state to my home in England. This is it, folks – peak narcissism:
Dear future self,
Ha! Ha! I’m on holiday, you’re not!
Classy.
It goes on –
Hope the ol’ ear has cleared up by the time I get this.
Oh, that’s right. I got an ear infection from the poorly-chlorinated swimming pool. I had to get some strange ear potion from the apothecary in Kotor. Yes, apothecary; Montenegro’s a hell of a place.
I am sitting on my apartment’s balcony. Jealous?
Yes. Fuck you.
Anyway, fuck you.
Be you later,
James
Great, well thanks for that, 15-year old James.
The moral of the story? Never meet your heroes, because they’re sure to disappoint.
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Jul 21:53 on October 28, 2021 Permalink |
You control the content here, and you have a leftist slant. You simply delete my comments so they don’t appear if they disagree with the agenda you are pushing, communism, socialism, fascism. You label those who don’t agree with you psychopaths. Psychopaths don’t exist, and if they did, then politicians are a class of them by themselves. The billionaire elites, as a class, and even the entire families, can be considered to be a psychopaths, of whom none is as evil as George Soros(architect of social networks such as yours), and the global plandemic’s architects Bill Gates, Klaus Scwab and Fauci et al.
You can refer to me as a psychopath all you want. You can decide not to put my contents here. It matters not. Just remember, that there are many who have similar viewpoints like mine. And they are normal people. You don’t speak for them. You can create an echo chamber, as leftists are wont to do, but that is all it is.
The only improvement this world has seen, is that information is no longer being hidden by people like yourself. Pontificating with social methods of control by means of labelling others as having mental illnesses lose their power when you will not point out the obvious destruction being done by democrats, their enablers, the rich elites, the corrupt ones in the republican party, the foolish, lazy and gullible who go along with whatever anybody tells them.
Labelling someone a psychopath then makes a lot of sense. Most of the things one is being “ordered” or “required” to do, are not of any personal assistance to you. They are,however, of assistance to others(for the greater good, you might say). A person with a healthy dose of self-respect or a love of life, or a desire for rewards and a disdain of penalties, would disagree.
You therefore wage a propaganda campaign, together with your leftist “psychopath” friends, to paint a picture that the gullible will swallow. I have seen the attacks on Donald Trump, and how he was taken down by the media, the democratic party vote rigging machines, Zuckerberg money and the China Virus. However, you can not lie about the current rate of inflation, the price of gas and commodities and the general state of disrepair of the economy, including the state of the border.
No amount of calling people psychopaths will change the truth. Eventually, it is the man who gets things done, and who does not care for your nonsense, will be the one who does, and, since most of you will be too soft to even face the truth, you will be forced to face it. But you will probably just say, like your ilk has said before, “it wasn’t real socialism”.
This is a leftist website, that is designed specifically to promote socialism by attacking those who are moderate and not on the left. McConnell is nothing but garbage. He’s neither a friend of the right(who he has betrayed time and again) nor a friend of the left(unless he’s approving Biden’s judges, or carrying water for the democrats, or harpooning republicans somewhere).
I am putting this here because you already deleted three posts that pointed out your obvious liberal slant. Have fun, liberal!
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Tina (GeneticPsychosMom) 09:15 on October 29, 2021 Permalink |
I have not deleted any of your comments, not a single one. The weird thing is that you are the only one who’s comments needs to be approved every time, so you won’t see them right away. Go ahead and check, even though we don’t see eye-to-eye, I leave your comments where you put them. You must have gotten yourself put on the WordPress watch list for ranting on other blogs. As for the leftist slant, I don’t want to do that specifically, I guess that the left hides it better. The right is easier to catch because they put their disordered thinking in plain sight. Psychopathy is a neurological birth defect, why do you keep saying that it doesn’t exist? That’s like saying ADHD doesn’t exist. McConnell makes his psychopathy apparent loud and clear with his instant obstruction of policymaking process.
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